Birthday day

Well I have reached that age. The age where your birthday no longer feels special. You dont wake up with the special feeling, people dont really treat you special and there is nothing special you want to do. I think I will go home, fill out some christmas cards. Eat some food, dont really care what kind. And maybe watch a little TV open my presents and go to bed. With my Ambien. Hopefully it will work tonight. Perhaps I will take a shot with it. That should help...

I am not down about my birthday, I dont think, I just think that why put all the effort into forcing it to be a big deal with great memories when that is just too high of an expectation?