I have an alternate personality...
It's true. I have been trying to repress it. But now I am having memory fragments. Some might find this comical. My husband finds it appealing. I am begining to find it creepy although maybe useful.
Every night I take my ambien. Sometimes I take 15mg and sometimes I take 10mg. ( Dont worry, I am allowed 15) I have noticed that if I take 15mg on an empty stomach, I feel it starting to work. Particularly if I am still up trying to do last minute tasks before bed.
Now the first time I suspected something, it was the morning my husband was to leave for a business trip. He thanked me for the evening before. I didnt have a clue as to what he was talking about. Apparently we made love TWICE. And I remember NOTHING. Nothing at all. He swears that although I was a little slow, I was awake.
Two nights ago I took my medicine. I have vague memories of coming on to my husband is bed. Apparently I took the initiative and we made love. I dont remember the making love part. I do remember trying to get him to turn over so he could be on top. At that point I partially fell off the bed narrowly missing the corner of the nightstand. I remember crying from the "near death" experience. I guess he put me back to bed.
Last night I really started to feel the medicine. I felt like I was walking around in a fog. Again no memory of how it started. But we made love. I have a flash of me trying to change the position and that is all I remember. I must have spent the rest of the night with my shirt off because I woke up "in the nude" this morning.
So this is a good thing because apparently on an empty stomach my sleep medication makes me intiative "activities" with my husband. I suppose me being able to recall them isnt neccessary. I feel a little bad for my husband though that I cant recall these events. But, I suppose as long as they continue, thats ok.
The bad thing is that I am capable of doing things while heavily under sleep medication and at times have NO RECALL.
Oh sure, the answer is, take my sleep medication while in bed and go to sleep.
Every night I take my ambien. Sometimes I take 15mg and sometimes I take 10mg. ( Dont worry, I am allowed 15) I have noticed that if I take 15mg on an empty stomach, I feel it starting to work. Particularly if I am still up trying to do last minute tasks before bed.
Now the first time I suspected something, it was the morning my husband was to leave for a business trip. He thanked me for the evening before. I didnt have a clue as to what he was talking about. Apparently we made love TWICE. And I remember NOTHING. Nothing at all. He swears that although I was a little slow, I was awake.
Two nights ago I took my medicine. I have vague memories of coming on to my husband is bed. Apparently I took the initiative and we made love. I dont remember the making love part. I do remember trying to get him to turn over so he could be on top. At that point I partially fell off the bed narrowly missing the corner of the nightstand. I remember crying from the "near death" experience. I guess he put me back to bed.
Last night I really started to feel the medicine. I felt like I was walking around in a fog. Again no memory of how it started. But we made love. I have a flash of me trying to change the position and that is all I remember. I must have spent the rest of the night with my shirt off because I woke up "in the nude" this morning.
So this is a good thing because apparently on an empty stomach my sleep medication makes me intiative "activities" with my husband. I suppose me being able to recall them isnt neccessary. I feel a little bad for my husband though that I cant recall these events. But, I suppose as long as they continue, thats ok.
The bad thing is that I am capable of doing things while heavily under sleep medication and at times have NO RECALL.
Oh sure, the answer is, take my sleep medication while in bed and go to sleep.
posted by AM at 1:12 PM
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