devastated

It is a tragic loss to lose an aunt in such a way. I never wanted this. She should have stepped in when my mother passed away, but she didnt. She says it was because I was distant. Big suprise. She is my aunt and she should have been there. I didnt mean for this to turn into a big mess, but she isnt respecting me at all. I guess I need to realize that some people's goals are to bring you down so they feel better. I cant let her bring me down. I have wonderful friends and a wonderful family and I just dont need that side of my family. Especially when they say or write such judgmental hurtful words. I am hereby releasing this pain and conflict and will not worry about it any longer.