if only

I am still upset about the dentist. I think if I had a living parent then this situation wouldnt have happened. Well, granted my mother probably wouldnt have reminded me to go to the dentist but I would have been in Charleston more often and gone to my home dentist. Now the flaw in that is that my home dentist ( truly gifted) died in a tragic car accident last Spring. So I suppose my oral problems would have happened anyway. If I ever made a tree with me in the center and everyone related to me in some way ( family, friend, dentist etc) a majority of my branches would be dead. Is that wierd? Yes.